(Source: anditslove)
haha, i am such a ridiculously hopeful romantic.
This is the song I will never forget because of you.
This is the song you turned on when I walked into the room.
This is the song you turned on, walked over to me held me and kissed me the sweetest and longest most loving kiss.
This is the song where you kissed me and lifted me up slightly and just as you brought me down, you said to me, I think I love you.
This is the song you first told me you loved me to.
This is the song I will never forget because of you.
I HATE THIS
this summer
i wont be able to smell your skin. or feel your warmth while i’m sleeping. 2 months of not hearing your voice. two months of not laughing so much or as hard at stupid words and conversations we make up. i won’t hug you or see that smile in person. it’s only two months but it’s probably going to be the longest ever. this is the first time i said outloud “i don’t want you to go” because i have always had positive thoughts about this and my logical head has always known this is a good thing. for once though, i let my heart speak. i let it say how it’s going to miss you. i let it cry randomly. i know my heart is just being selfish and i have my brain to not let it get to my “head” but sometimes it’s good to just let out allll the feelings you have, no matter if you believe them or not. of course, i want you to go and discover new lands but of course, i want you to stay and explore the summer. it’s stupid to be selfish but i’m just letting it out so i don’t actually live selfishly. why am i always being tested? last time it was a year someone left me and that was super hard. but i learned a lot. this time, i can handle this, but it’s just sucky, you know? i can’t wait for this adventure for you, but i can’t wait for your return. when and if that happens. i have hope and it’s all i got.
